Sometimes I feel like the Hulk. I can be so mild mannered and well put. I'd like to think that I can laugh at myself and that I can take a joke. I usually make fun of myself a lot. I place anyones feeling above my own. They are right. I am wrong. I try and think of them in their shoes. I rarely think of my own shoes. It builds. I start resenting comments made. I start taking personally actions taken. Then, I loose it. And, it's usually the house hold appliances that get it. I've broken frying pans, printers, phones, remote controls, walls, backpacks... the list goes on. It's only when I'm alone, though. I never show this side to anyone. I might make a joke about it later, though. And, then that's when the vicious cycle starts back up again. The actions I need to take are obvious. Has anyone else had these compulsions? How have you delt with it?
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