HI I'VE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND FOR OVER TWO YEARS, HE CAN BE REALLY NICE AND CARING BUT OTHER TIMES HE CAN BE REALLY NASTY. I SPENT A LOT OF TIME IN HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF MY EATING DISORDER AND HE STUCK BY ME NOW HE PUTS ME DOWN AND CALLS ME NAMES. I CAN COPE WITH THAT. I THINK IT WAS THURSDAY NIGHT HE TOLD ME TO GO TAKE PILLS AND A DRIVE AND KILL MYSELF THAT I WOULD BE DOING EVERYONE A FAVOUR. I CAN'T GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD MAYBE HE IS RIGHT. IN THE PAST I HAVE ATTEMPTED TO KILL MYSELF AND I'VE GOT ENOUGH PILLS IN THE HOUSE TO DO THIS OR I REALLY FEEL HE MEANT IT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
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