well, some of you know how close me and my boss are, and i made a post about her a few weeks ago to pray for her because of her health problems with her heart. She called me today to tell me what the results were from her MRI, blood tests, etc. turns out that it wasnt her heart, she has lung cancer. when i heard it i was speechless, i started crying over the phone and i feel helpless. she and i have been through SO much together and if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be in the position i am at work. long story short, i am sad and angry and i wish i could DO something for her, its times like this i wish i drank again so i could get drunk or something :(
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