I need my former job to get back to me. I NEED A FUCKING JOB. Why aren't they getting back to me? They said they were looking forward to having me back and asked me how soon I could start. Granted, that's no guarantee of employment, but it was a good omen. I'm unbelievably bored not doing anything all day-- I've been trying to occupy my time with drawing, mask-making, etc., but I can't stand being cooped up in my apartment, and going somewhere costs money. Fuck. I need money. And FUCK THE SUN AND THE HEAT. It's gonna be fall in three days. I've had to put up with this shitty weather for the past three months, fuck me if I have to put up with it for another three months. And by the way, to anyone who wants to respond to this, please read it carefully before you post. Ive had a lot of responses to my posts lately that were well-intentioned but irrelevant to my problems. I don't have the patience for that right now. Yeah. I'm a bitch today.
Good evening fellow DS members. I have been consumed with issues that have keep my focus elsewhere. The investigation I was involved in is over and I was found to be at fault. One of my supervisers is recommending dismissal. Appearently HR hasn't gotten the memo yet cause I still report to the office and log 4-5 hours a day. I'm getting paid every two weeks and accruing comp time. Go...
i feel like I’m unworthy of living, my mind tells me every day “oh you should just do all of us a favor and do it.” And other things.