In 2004 I was so depresed that my couselor said I had black-outs. since I don't remember getting angry and threating to kill some or cursing like a sailor. I hardly remeber that year. I feel I skipped that year. That at time I will be sittng and thinking and fear whold come over me since I somtimes that it is the previous year not the current year. For example I sometimes think it is 2006 and not 2007. Has anybody been there before or going thru this also. [A note: I only saw that couselor for nine month before she told me I was beyond her help.She said I was being controll by the devil]
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