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In 2004 I was so depresed that my couselor said I had black-outs. since I don't remember getting angry and threating to kill some or cursing like a sailor. I hardly remeber that year. I feel I skipped that year. That at time I will be sittng and thinking and fear whold come over me since I somtimes that it is the previous year not the current year. For example I sometimes think it is 2006 and not 2007. Has anybody been there before or going thru this also. [A note: I only saw that couselor for nine month before she told me I was beyond her help.She said I was being controll by the devil]
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The blacking out is a sign of PTSD - post traumatic stress disorder (as long as it is not becuase of drugs or alcohol, which it sounds to me like it isn't). It can become a learned behavior so that whenever we experience severe stress, we check out of the awareness realm. was there something going on in your life in 04 that might have triggered extra stress in your life?
I don't have these blackouts but I have selective memory which allows me remember the things I want to but forget other less desirable memories.
Although I imagine if she has the professional skills of a third grader I imagine you would be beyond her help. As for being controlled by the devil, she was probably confused about which role she was supposed to play. She meant to be the patient not the therapist.