Well another has passed and I am still all alone and here is another birthday that I get to celebrate all by myself. I know all the great things I can do for myself and how I can celebrate the day and make it the best day. Yeah. I want to celebrate with someone who cares and loves me. Oh that is right - don't have any face to face friends so that is not going to happen. This is the shitty part of being alone and not having alone care in person whether you are alive or dead. UGH Happy Birthday to me.
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