Like a lot of things that I cannot control in general, like a lot of things of me that I cannot control to my liking, like a lot of things that takes me so darn long to give up the fight and just accept as an 'is', I will have to accept I will be sleeping way lot without ever feeling rested when awake. I cannot or will not give that little creature in me who wants to berate me with ideas like I am lazy, much life at all. Jeez, I walk up to eight hilly miles, I pedal my bike up to 41 very hilly miles. "When I totally surrender, I become totally powerful."

RICHARD