Yesterday as most of you know was a very bad day for me. Today I woke up in a bad mood. Then I decided to go online and search for meetings since my PHP group meetings ended yesterday. I found near by CODA, ALANON and DBSA meetings that I definetly intend to go to. Tonight I'm going to my first DBSA meeting and I'm looking foward to it. I forgot that just because one support line wasn't available to me anymore it didn't mean that there werent others that I can go to. Maybe who knows these meetings might be more helpful, it was just of matter of me taking time to help myself and do some research. I'm proud of myself I actually took my lemons and made lemonade lol. I had two choices the way I see it go into a rut and crash back into a severe depression or help myself and continue my progress. Since I've been through the depression many times I decided to try to be possitive and pro-active. I just want to take this time and thank all of you for your support last night. It really means a lot to me. I hope that in some way I can be there for you as you were for me. Wish me luck and my prayers are with all of you.
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