Does anyone ever feel like they are carrying the weight of 100 men on their shoulders? Like something is drowning you in water, pulling you under? Or like you are walking through life bound with shackles? I have been feeling like that for days and yesterday I was in such a daze, a fog really. Just kinda existing in the present time. Kinda like a ghost, just wondering around lost. My husband asked me what was wrong and told him I did not know, I just felt like someone was dragging me down. He did not understand what I meant. I explained to him and he was very confused. He said, "Me, I am dragging you down in life" no, that is not what I meant. So if he has never felt like this before I was wondering if this was more of a depression thing. Anyone know if this is just a stressful life reaction or a depression thing?
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