i am trying to be more positive but with everyday i realize that something is wrong with me and i just don't like being around people all the time, whether i like them or not. so its hard for me to be positive in a situation when i feel overwhelmed or anxious. its very hard especially around people that i don't like but i don't understand why its sooo hard around people i like. since i like them you would think it would be easy to be comfortable around them or be giving and kind. not that i don't give or pretend to be kind...but its just harder than i feel it should be. i should want to and sometimes i feel like its a burden to me. how do i get to that point when i can just be genuinely nice and caring and fun---or just a positive energy person--- all the time or most the time? how do i genuinely like being around people of all types and not feel like its just apart of life and something i have to tolerate
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