I have been trying to keep on the right track, but it is so hard...I have been fighting the urge to cut for days now, I don't want to give into it, I don't want to feel that guilt...but I just have nothing better to do right now, I mean I just want to relax for a little bit but I can't because I have these thoughts in my head...I just don't know what to do, I am not feeling horrible but bad enough to want to cut.Sorry for bugging y'all...hope your night is better than mine
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