Yesterday was a day of bubbling over. Today I am exhausted from it. I appreciated all the comments and help yesterday and the new friends I have made. I am still feeling sad all the time and confused. When ever I am alone I don't know what to do with myself. I think I will call some friends to go to the comedy club. My kids are all teens with lives of there own. I have a man friend but I am afraid with our trust issues we will never be more than friends with benefits. This makes me sad but everyone always leaves me so I protect myself by not letting anyone to close and alway keeping my options open. I fear I will grow old alone.
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