I don't like to complain about my problems cause mine really are not so bad other people have it worse then me but i need to express myself some how. This x-mas my son is not with me cause he went to spend it with his dad. I was not able to get my son anything cause my husband got laid off from work. my sister in law did buy gifts and told us we could say it was from us. that was really nice but still its not the same and i just feel like a worthless mom. My husband and i are on the verge of divorce, we don't speak to each other at all.I can't stand where i'm living the house is always a mess i clean but they just destroy it. I cry everyday, my husband just ignores me. my depression is getting bad again. I really just don't know what to do.
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