feeling a bit shit today well its been a bit of a shit week, im deffering from uni to have a break from it - so basically im repeating my second year. When i was at uni, it was really stressing me out it brought back my depression that i seemed to have gotten over but it came back to bite me, ive been really positive and doing well since ive left uni, doing lots of things - ive been pretty motivated. but now im just stuck for things to do, i got fired from my job so im just so bored and stuck in doors with nothing but cleaning to do, its really hard to stay positive and happy, i know im just having a bad week but it just feels awful, i have got a job interview on monday so hopeful ill get it, its just so wierd when i have lots to do i dont wanna do it, when i have nothing to do i feel awful too, i wish i could just stop being so silly!
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