I recently had to stop taking effexor and started cymbalta in hopes that it would help my migraines. it has helped my headaches but i am now so depressed that all i think about is suicide, feeling sorry for myself, and this hopeless feeling inside my gut.

my fiance, who suffered a tbi about a year and a half ago is slowly improving, but his recovery is being hindered by his mother who sees fit to profit from his terrible accident. today i called to speak to him and she had driven him and herself to her friends house. i could tell that she was drunk. i am so furious. she plans to drive my fiance around, while she is drunk. she also plans to make 1700 a month taking care of her own son, simply because she won't let him get better.

i am just about done. and I will not leave him....so if I am done, that means I just have to end my time here on this planet. until him and I can meet again on the other side where he will be whole again, and I won't be suffering and he won't be suffering. Apparently, he has even started talking about suicide because he says he wants to be normal. Too bad his mother won't even let him brush his own damn teeth. I have rage, pain, and I would rather stab myself through the heart than have this feeling go no any longer. I don't know what to do.