And just like that, I'm back to thinking its the only way to answer my soul's cry for help... I was doing so good... It's like a switch wnet off, and I'm low again... That fast... I want to shut my brain off, so I can get these thoughts to stop coming and going as they please... Why me? Hasn't it been hard enough for me? Why do I have to continue, if the ideations keep coming back? Back to feeling alone, in literally seconds! And here come the tears again... And not the good kind...
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