Ok, well I'm back on for now, I am in a more stable environment, but still far away from being happy. I moved out of my dad's finally, in with my mom, but life still sucks...still no depression help, still have the same crappy job....ugh....at least she's not bitching about rent though. It's really cramped with three people in this one bedroom apartment, but we'll make it through I guess, people are just at each other's throats around here because of how cramped and packed it is with all my stuff up here. I don't know what to do about the depression issue, because it is still nipping at my heels and I'm still pretty low down feeling, and my mom is just as stubborn about it as my dad was, still is I mean. I am back to being on here though, maybe I'll have the DSL soon...supposed to be getting hooked up soon. That's gonna be cool, I'm so tired of dial up, it's what I'm getting on with now. Anyways...drop me a line if you feel like it...I'm gonna go write in my journal if anybody's interested in reading it a little later. Peace homies!