Here i go again, back on the fucking merry-go-round again. I feel i no sooner pick myself up when i hit the floor again. I just cant stand feeling like this anymore, i was a happy person now im always sad and crying and im feeling like im hitting a brick fucking wall head on...i have a constant headache which will not go away, and my husband nor my family understand ho w i feel. Why cant i just stop this shit from happening, im already on a huge dose of antidepressant and it dont fucking work....i just cant live like this anymore.
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