Try to think of how you feel and worry for him now. Then maybe the next time you wont push him away. He wants to help you so let him atleast try. Maybe he can make a difference.

he will want to see you again. i am sure he loves you or he would not be there with you. please don't hurt yourself. we will try and help if we can.

Been there sweetie - it`s really hard to go through that, but why would he even know that you did that - unless you told him - maybe you are hoping he will help you - or you really don`t want him around.............. either way, I know it is a cry for help - is it the first time

Start seeing a counseler,possibily some meds, a support group for self hurters and there families

Sometimes writing a letter can be helpful in getting what you want to say across without becoming confrontational or shutting down.

Guys have a tendency to go back in their caves to mull over things for a bit so if you do choose to write him a letter explaining things, don't expect an immediate response. If you definitely do want a response of some kind then putting something to the effect of "would like to discuss this afterwards if that's ok with you" could be a goer.

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tell him you are hurting & trying to cope. You need someone who will listen without fixing or judging.

*hugs*

We always push away the people who care the most. Were you embarassed by what happened? That he found out? Maybe if you were, just tell him that. Bet he understands.

*hip check*