seeing as i know not many look here it feels safe to put it here. i am struggling SO DAMN MUCH! and i have no idea how to stop fucking pretending with those around me and say I NEED YOUR FUCKING HELP! im sick of everything getting on top of me, i cant sleep properly cos my brain wont shut down enough to let me settle to sleep. im scared to go in the kitchen cos all teh knives are hanging on the wall, the pills are in the drawer. this isnt a "IM GONNA DO IT" its more of a " I REALLY WANT TO BUT CANT AND CANT GET HELP"
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