I am having a difficult time. My son was stillborn in December, my husband is staying out late and on and on. He told me tonight that he thinks God took our son because we can't afford another child. I told him how depressed I am and how Mother's Day is going to be so hard. He said you have three other children. He just doesn't get it. I left the house tonight (told my kids I was going to work) and I just don't know what to do. I feel so chaotic. I want my husband to hurt like I do, to feel the pain I do. He is so insensitive. I asked God just to take me now, to stop all this pain. Why I asked him why. I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. My husband hasn't even called me to check on me. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm trying to find someone to talk to...who understands my pain.
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