Ok since I have a ANOTHER Surgeon appt on the 28th I will hold out and see if he helps me and does the surgery I need.. If I get blown off one more time I am going to have to take a leave from work which means the Stress Center to get the papers I need to go on short term. My therpist has wanted me in the stress center for over a month now and I have put it off trying to get this HS thing dealt with. But I am going to have to go in. MY ASSHOLE boss Thursday yelled at me in front of people and I almost told him to take his f&*king job and shove it up his ass..... But I had restraint....... I looked at him and told him not to yell at me in front of people !!!!! He knows I am dealing with a health problem in my groin, He know I am on depression and antixety meds he knows that I see a therapist once a week but he continues to push buttons tell em things like be thankful you dont have cancer be thank you are not Jerry with Leukemia. My disease my not be cancer but it is disabling to me. add on the Stress and Depression and at times UNBEARABLE So I will be taking off work after next monday ...... either for Surgery or for stress so I can find the help I need to get the surgery I AM SOOOOOOOO MAD AT THE WORLD
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