I awoke and physically felt I could stay up. I have the fatigue that comes with depression. I have the fatigue that comes with being chronically dehydrated. I have the fatigue of just being 61 years of age, I have the fatigue that comes with being anemic. I live tired. I so like the coffee that I self-roast and self-grind. I like using my computer. I like chatting. I like working on my home when I get the energy and time. Most of my life I was too scared and too under the influence of terrible drugs as with alcohol, pot, speed, etc to get much of anything useful and self-satisfying done. Now, I am ready for life. Now if I could only stay awake for it. In the distant past I heard 'old' persons saying they don't want to eat. Not eating leads to bad health including fatigue. I would wonder, "But their still alive why not eat." Now I know, it is not a 'like' thing. It's 'bed' sounds so much better. But, there are times that my bed looks like a scratchy crusty thing that I ain't got any control of not going back to it.
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