Im obsessive. Im lost. I hate it when people think they know me. Im mixed up. My thoughts dont make sense. Im critical. Im always second guessing. I dont measure up. Something is dead inside of me it is rotting. My brain races yet cannot keep up. Im paranoid of others. Im busy but dont move and dont accomplish anything. I sleep to stay alive. I eat to focus.
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