I have always had problems with depression but have been embarrassed to talk to a doctor about it.When I was younger my mom was told that I most likely had a chemical imbalance like she does but I am wondering if this is just depression or bi polar disorder and would like to know the difference. I really feel that I am happy one minute and then have times in the same day that I feel in total despair. I am really embarrassed because it has made me lose very good jobs and not be able to perform daily tasks sometimes that are normal.I get so depressed sometimes that I cant get out of bed in the morning so I have stayed with a very abusive husband for a few years because I am scared that I wont be able to work and pay for everything.I work from home and make some money but that is easier because I can do it from home when I am feeling good.Does anyone else have this problem and /or any suggestions, I feel like I look around and I am the only one that has this problem.Its not being lazy because I dont sleep all day, I just feel sometimes like i cant deal with people at a regular job.
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