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anyone to talk too?

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I just found out something a close friend of mine said about me & I have been making an idiot of myself ever since this was said...he lied & I am hurt, I just want to scream! I just want to cut, I need the pain
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you can talk to me.

i don't cut, but i know how words can hurt and i know how it feels to lose someone's trustworthiness.
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hey ayngel...thanks, I just needed someone other than the girl that told me to talk too
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sure anytime.

feel free to say more...
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its so stupid...he told his now exgf some lies about me & her & I are now friends and talk & she just told me, he's been my closest friend for like 20 years (knew me when I was born!) now the trust is gone & I just want to cut cause I can't hit him!
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screaming is good but no need to cut yourself. talk to us instead. everyone makes an idiot of themselves once in a while. its ok. tomarrow is another day.
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i understand, maybe just try to see his motives?

it's hard when his ex is your best friend.

maybe instead of cutting, does it help to write your feelings down?

it must feel pretty isolating for you right now.
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I can't scream...its 1:30 am here everyone is sleeping...writing sometimes helps but I am just so angry. So pissed that I was part of his little lies & now I look like an idiot
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you feel like an idiot inside, but he was the wrong one here.

you had no way of knowing he would do that.

sometimes people aren't all that we expect them to be - sometimes my boyfriend is a real jerk and i just feel like telling him to go somewhere.
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punch a pillow or put your face into a pillow and scream...picture his face on that pillow and beat it till you cant swing anymore.
I know how it feels to be betrayed. Please take care of yourself and dont let what he did cause you to self destruct, by doing that you give him control over you. Beat him by not letting him get to you. His lies will catch up to him soon enough and then he will have to face the music. Keep venting!!
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thanks guys...this just came at a very bad time, I already feel like shit & its like the straw that broke the camels back...I shouldn't get so worked up about it but I just get so damn angry
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no need to apologize, i would be hurt, too.

i hate it how when it rains, it pours.
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ain't that the truth...when it rains, it does pour.

I just don't know where to go from here with it all...
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