I'm feeling quite down right now. I was supposed to go out with a girlfriend Saturday night, the first time since my ex and I broke up, and she bailed out on me. I find it so hard to make friends as it is, and want to make newer friends that would like to just get out once in a while, but that is almost impossible. I've tried meetup.com, and the town I live in is small enough that there aren't very many people who belong to their website. Sad thing is, I know this right here is one of the reasons I stay in unhealthy relationships, because I don't want to just be a homebody the rest of my life.
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