Okay, I have no health insurance thanks to this country's wonderful healthcare system. I am sooo down. I don't care about anything anymore. My job is suffering and I don't care. I used to love this job, but I don't know anymore about that either. I don't know what to do. Any doctor I went to in the past gave me pills that never worked. I got so frustrated I decided to say screw it and not take anything. The feelings come and go but most the time I am unhappy. I have no one to talk to and no where to turn. Sometimes I manage to put on a fake smile long enough to just get by. What do I do? Where do I turn? I am too much of a coward to kill myself but sometimes I pray for death.
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