I have heard that for the millionth time and I'm sick of it..."it'll get better someday" I hate that because it wont. Why can't I just be happy? Why is it so difficult? I want help, need help, know it, and still there's nothing I can do and it just hurts. All I want is just a shred of happiness, a day of no worry, no anxiety....anything. I just can't find any reason to keep fighting....it hurts to much to carry on with the worry and stress and anxiety and sleepless nights and freaking out...never any peace. I have been physically sick for the past 4 days....I am miserable and I just don't know what to do....I can't hold up much longer...I'm about to fold under this stress. There's not enough weed in the world to fix me now...it used to help a lot, but now it doesn't do anything for me, and it's a habit that I can't quit...so so so tired of life....I just want one little break. Is that too much to ask for?
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