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My kid starts shouting this and that for no reason, after a while I found out that its because I'm not consistent.
If either of my kids go on and on at me I usually say go and ask your father or yes. This is only because I have lost my confidence in being a parent, and a person. I cannot seem to make my mind up. I keep thinking of what has been said to me in the past and as a result have lost ALL confidence in my judgment.
I use to be a pretty good parent but now I can honestly said that has gone.
Yesterday, for the first time in my life I realized I had NO ONE, not even my kids.
I know my boy dislikes me (in the past he has mentioned something to that effect, and that's not one of these things kids do).
I found, a few months ago, a letter he had wrote one Christmas, saying that he hates me and how I ******g ruined his Christmas.
Now his sister has gone off on one. She nearly left last night because of me.
And as we know I'm not wanted by their father.
As you may of realized I'm not a very nice person when it comes to my family. I use to think I was a ok person. But when I realize how much I am / had hurt my family I realize its time for me to go. I have tried some letting places but because I can not work NO ONE will let me a place.
I don't know what to do. If I stay I know I'm hurting my family and if I go THAT'S the problem I can't find anywhere to live, because I'm going to be on benefits.
I would appreciate any honest feed back.
If either of my kids go on and on at me I usually say go and ask your father or yes. This is only because I have lost my confidence in being a parent, and a person. I cannot seem to make my mind up. I keep thinking of what has been said to me in the past and as a result have lost ALL confidence in my judgment.
I use to be a pretty good parent but now I can honestly said that has gone.
Yesterday, for the first time in my life I realized I had NO ONE, not even my kids.
I know my boy dislikes me (in the past he has mentioned something to that effect, and that's not one of these things kids do).
I found, a few months ago, a letter he had wrote one Christmas, saying that he hates me and how I ******g ruined his Christmas.
Now his sister has gone off on one. She nearly left last night because of me.
And as we know I'm not wanted by their father.
As you may of realized I'm not a very nice person when it comes to my family. I use to think I was a ok person. But when I realize how much I am / had hurt my family I realize its time for me to go. I have tried some letting places but because I can not work NO ONE will let me a place.
I don't know what to do. If I stay I know I'm hurting my family and if I go THAT'S the problem I can't find anywhere to live, because I'm going to be on benefits.
I would appreciate any honest feed back.
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Stay where you are to get your feet back under you. It doesnt make sense to leave.
I wll be praying. Hugs & Blessings