hey hun u r not on ur own ok. wen my oldest was 3 i took an overdose now that is bad parenting ok. i had just left her dad well 3 months b4. i have suffered with depression since i was 13 am now 33 and still suffer. i have gone thru loads of different addictions and come out of them. but at the moment i am an alocoholic. i have a 9 yr old and a 3yr old no partner, an avon rep and a uni student. dont know how i am doing it all but i am babe. here if u need to off load ok.x

Wow, thats a tough position to be in. I'm very sorry. What is letting places?

Ok, you said honest feedback :) Kids are kids.They can be totaly thoughtless and usually are. You dont say how old they are but even so, they will always need their mum :) DONT run away, all that will do is make you feel a failure and make them think that theyre not worth anything starting them on a life cycle of feeling unwanted. Talk to them without getting upset if you can. They are probably unaware of the hurt that they have caused you. Ive had it too, I think most parents have. Whatever you do, dont leave, your kids need you and you need them :)

sounds like your in an unhealthy relationship. been there done that.
sounds like you need to take time to care for your own self.
I would not move out I would use the roof over my head as time to get medical treatment and to care for myself. and when your vision becomes un clouded you may opt to begin staching away a dollar here and there but in 1 place and, you may are may not wish to return to school and get a job where you can be independant.and when your better and emotional stable you may are may not opt to rent to buy a house and slowly take things from your current home to your to be new home. by this point in your thyp - recovery you may are may not wish for your children to see a thyp too while your still in your current home and maybe even for awhile after you and your children move into your new home. Maybe just maybe your husband will also began thyp and dealing w his own issues befor he can deal w marriage issues so that his behavior improves for the better and so that he obtains the tools that he needs and maybe he will learn of your life and become understanding Parenting class may be a good 2nd place for him.
Kids are kids and often the ugly things they say as way to hurt us is actually thier own way of acting out thier own pain in anger.let me ask you this if i may... are you in thyp ? has your Dr prescribed meds for anxiety and/are depression ? you may are may not wish to obtain a Dr and a thyp and talk w them about meds that may be benifitual to you,k

Everyone has had some great advice. I agree to talk to your kids. they are going to be pissed off every other second when they dont get something they want. but kids are also still once that if treated with respect, will show respect.

Stay where you are to get your feet back under you. It doesnt make sense to leave.

There is an awesome book that changed the way I looked at parenting. I beleive It will be a blessing to you. Go to www.half.com (you can get any book cheaper) and type in "Kids are Worth it" this will help you to become the parent they need and will keep you from pulling your hair out. I promise. Kids no matter what age will say awful things to the parent they know loves them the most and will forgive them . I raised 5 children and I made a lot of mistakes along the way. My best friend who is like a MOther to me shared with one day when I felt like I had blown it again was to pray and ask God to fix it where I had missed it. She says He loves to fix our mistakes just because He loves us so much.
I wll be praying. Hugs & Blessings