So, I've been feeling really bad lately, as many of you may already know. But my day was better today. I finished my exams this morning, so there's a lot less stress for now, and then when I got home I got a letter of acceptance to university, which is really amazing, since I def, did NOT expect to get in anywhere. But then I had to go shopping (all the people, really bothers me) and it sort of brought my mood down again. I'm not as bad as I was the past few nights, but it seems like those thoughts are still trying to come back. I want to not be so depressed all the time, I don't expect to be happy, that's beyond me right now, but at least less sad . . . but it seems whenever something good happens something comes to just drag me right back down. Anyone have any ideas on how to not go back to those thoughts, at least for a day or two?
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