I know that there is a site here for just anxiety and I've already been there this am, but I know more of you guys on this site so I'm sorry if I'm doing something wrong, but I'm in a really bad spot right now and could really use some support help or whatever. I don't want to piss anyone off by posting the same message on 2 different sites but please bear with me this one time? A person on the anxiety site was asking about others having "free floating anxiety" and this was my relpy:OMG, it's like you're living my life. I've only been up for a couple of hours and have already run back to bed 7 times trying to get back to sleep to get away from the feeling that something is wrong. I feel so overwhelmed! I HAVE to clean my house today. There will be people in in tomorrow, but I just can't get started cause I KNOW that I'll do it wrong...hell, it's only a small trailer how can I clean it wrong but I know I will...I've been trying for 2 weeks to mail my brother his birthday and Xmas gifts overseas, but can't go out of the house, Why? I don't know...I'm not sick, I'm not crazy, I just KNOW that I'm WRONG....that I'll do everything wrong.....I don't feel safe for some reason...my heart is pounding just writing this. It's so stupid...I've always been depressed but never anxiety like this until after my boyfriend left me...jeez I'm in my 50's I should have the ovaries to be able to get in my car and just go, or just clean my damn house instead of hiding from the bogey monster...WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? HELP??????PLEASE
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