ive been thinking about my lil girl all day.. what i could of done to prevent this from happening.. what i could of said to make my love understand, .. that i wanted to be with her .. wherever she goes.. to be with my family, i wrote to her today asking to see my daughter, or to at least talk to her.. im not sure if she wrote back.. im afraid to look.. i know everytime i reach out to her.. she cries.. and thinks about what might of been if she hadnt left.. it hurts to think .. im going to take some anxiety med. and maybe a sleep aid hopefully ill sleep better than i have in a while.. but probably not, tomorrow is friday.. i have alot of things im supposed to do, i dont know if i can handle them all.. pray for me, pray for my daughter i know i will tonight
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