I feel like I cant do this anymore but I have no where to turn. I have no self control or understanding left all I can hear is my mind screaming at me 'I want to die'. I just dont want to feel anymore. I hate myself and my life and I wished I had the courage to end it all because thats all I want right now... not to feel anything. I feel so lost, I wished I understood what was happening to me. How am I supposed to cope with these feelings? What is wrong with me? I thought I was moving forward but this is the worst i have ever been. Im dying inside and all that is left is this shitty empty shell. i want to feel my heart again.
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