I have 5 cats and a dog. I can't afford to feed and take them all to the vet. So I'm taking them to the Humane Society next week when the ex said that he would take the 4 cats I'm giving up. Which means now I have to see him....I haven't seen him since he left me. I know that I'll cry and whatle for him, the cats and beg him to come back and he hates me. I can't stand it. What to do. I want to shoot and kill us both.....but I won't I just want to be cool....but with no friends I have no one to go with me. My life sucks so bad. I long for death...for release for the pain. help me
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