IN FEBRUARY IT WILL BE EXACTLY TWO YEARS SINCE THAT REALLY BAD DAY. THE DAY THAT CHANGED ME FROM A PERSON TO A MONSTER. I THINK THE FIRST YEAR WAS JUST HYSERICS AND SHOCK, THE SECOND HAS BEEN JUST TRYING TO ADJUST TO MY LIFE AS A FREAK. NEVER GOT BETTER, JUST GETS WORSE. WELL THE PARTY IS ALMOST OVER. I KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO AND WHEN I'M GOING TO DO IT. IT WILL BE HAPPY ANAVERSARY FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE EVER WANTED ME TO DROP DEAD. YAAAAAY. I JUST HOPE THAT THEY WILL THINK OF ME EVEN IF IT'S ONLY AN IOTA OF HOW i HAVE THOUGHT OF THEM
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