I hate the feeling of anxiety! I'm at work, I can't focus on my work, I keep wondering why my ex couldn't have just left me alone! It was easier for me to know that things weren't going to work out, then he has to keep calling me until I finally talk to him. He says he misses me, he says that he's confused! (in my opinion) not enough to change! Now I'm hurting because I don't know what he's doing, or what he wants! And the anxiety of all of this just keeps welling up inside of me!
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