I am so not looking forward to it. I can't even turn on the radio, the TV be in Class and not hear about this damn holiday! I am dreading it so damn much. It is going to be the 2nd mother's day without my Mom. I have bought her a card, I don't know why I did, but I was at the store, and I couldn't help it, and I bought it. I might be stupid for doing that, but I did it. This day hurts so bad. I still Miss my Mom very much, and still have days that it feels like it was just yesterday.
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