i feel like screaming. i feel like crying. i feel like tearing my hair out or punching myself in the face. i feel used and backwards and inside out and unimportant and worthless and i cant take it anymore. ive tried so hard to just chill and be happy and just 'fake it til i make it' but i give up.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??