THERE ARE TIMES THAT I AK, MY SELF THIS QUESTION MY, HUSBAND SAYS THAT I AM JUST FEELIMG SOORY FOR MY SELF. I SAW MY MITHER TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SEVERAL YEARS, I HAD TO TALK TO HER WHEN I SAW HER I THOUGHT, THAT I MAY COULD MEND SOME FENCES AND START O HAVE RELATIONSHIP.. SHE LOOKED DEAD AT ME AND TOLD THE PERSON THAT SHE WAS TALKING TOO IN A VOICE THE SHRIEKED THROUGH THE WHOLE STORE SHE SAID THE I WAS HER ONLY MISTAKE SHE SADI SHE WISHES SHE NEVER HAD ME, SHE WISHESI WAS DEAD.. I LOST IT CAME HOME IN EAS HUSBAND GOT MAD AT ME FOR CRYING I CRIED MORE THAT IS WHY I AM ASKING AM I WORTHY OF THIS DO I DESERVE THIS DO I DESERVE DO TO BE HAPPY
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