I have been talking to my family doc about how I have been feeling and she told me that I am not depressed that I am a teen and that I am suppose to feel this way. I have had a few things happen in my life that I have felt at times that I just couldnt deal with them. All of this started when a family friend didnt take no for an answer, I only way I felt like I could deal was to go through men like it was nothing. I felt numb and cold inside and I didnt care about anyone not even myself. I thought about killing myself every single day. I hated life and everything about it. I always wanted to cry all the time and I would sleep for 12 hours a day. Also, I was very mean to everyone. Just a wrong look my way could make me mad enough to fight. I have put on weight like crazy over stress (30 pounds in a yr) I still have my days but I am no where near as bad as I was at one time. My doc gave me paxil but I dont think its right for me. I feel like it makes me in a worse mood. Do you think that I could be depressed??
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