there is this guy i work with that i like who showed a mutual interest in me. i've gotten over the initial infatuation phase and now i am being very realistic about the situation: we simply have to things too slow right now and i think its better off just being friends. plus he said something things to me about myself that i already know but also that i probably need to work on before me and him could ever work out. so i am moving on although i do have a real interest in being with him if only things were different as they could be in the future but for now i am still exploring other options. last night he told another coworker that he was going to marry me one day. and that coworker came and told me. when i heard that i tried to act like that was just too much but deep down inside i was soooooo happy. i actually felt the happiness molecules building up in my brain and exploding in my heart. i got the feeling that he was joking but at the same time it didn't really matter. there are very very few guys who have ever expressed an interest in actually wanting me for who i am and my personality. and for the first time in my life i actually felt like someone wanted me and it was an amazing feeling. but now i kinda get the feeling that i am overreacting since he was more than likely joking. am i?
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