I havent came on here in a while. I'm feeling doomed. This all started back in may before that I had a positive outlook and now all I want to do is cry. I have found an amazing guy who knows me like a book, he spoils me treats me great and so does his family. I'm afraid ill lose him and it terrifies me. I dreamed about love since I was a young girl. Wanted boys to like me now I feel like ill sabotage my only chance at love. On top of that my job doesn't pay anything and im scared because I have no security like i could be homeless if my bf didn't love me. My family can be abusive and say they care about me but sometimes it feels like to their advantage . I am a light bulb and its disturbing. I want a normal life but have i been doomed from birth to fail at everything. I want to succeed to the point of tears why am I inflicting pain On myself when I should bring happy. I want this life to be good
this is my first time writing to anyone about what i am feeling and its hard to try and out yourself its embrassing, but i know i need the help and this is me trying to better myself. I have not ate today i stayed in my room most of the day i just drank some water and that was pretty much it, im sad evryday and i don't know what to do or how to stop it, i just know i don't want to be sad anymore
Hi folks, I'm new. I'm 21 years old and struggle with Depression. Today I managed to get out of bed and do some errands though. I hope I can get some support and support those around me.