i feel anxious and scared and hurt and confused and can't figure out why i am feeling the way that i do. Most of my thought are ocupied by death and thoughts of hurting myself. I am 24 and i never thought i would live to see 24. Now i am barley alive. I feel that i big part of me is dead already. HOw do i bring her back? How do i let her live. Asking for help is not something that i am good at, but latley i have felt desperate, alone and scared.
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