After feeling terrible for months, and loads of meds and therapy I finally have periods of a few days I feel better. Even glimpses of being happy again. But it ALWAYS ends up crashing down on me again. To the point I can't even trust the good parts, because the bad stuff is right down the road. I haven't felt like talking to anyone lately--I just feel so down and worthless and why should anyone care about me. Does it ever get better? I there really going to be a time I at least feel OK most of the time?
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