i have lost 3 loved ones this year and have not dealt with it as good as I think I should I cant sleep have a hard time falling asleep and then every time I close my eyes I relive a terrible day and keep having dreams with my loved ones in them and I am trying to catch up to them and every time I get close I wake up I have not been happy in a long time lost 20 lbs in six months and cant gain it back I dont want to go to the dr I already have liver and kidney problems emphysema heart condition and sleep apnia so being diagnosed with one more thing feel would put me over the edge I caant afford one more prescription. Cant talk with my family I dont want to bother them I have always been the strong one in the family so whrn there around I put on a happy face.
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