Have not posted in awhile, but im sooo glad im still here amoung friends..... As some of you may or may not Know, for about 22years all i have wanted in my life was to have a child of my own to love!First marriage she waited 8 years to tell me she was too selfish to have kids or even be married. For years i have watched all my friends and people i went to school with have great kids and families of thiere own. I have always showed my support and happiness for them.I have been looking for a surrogate seriously for almost 2 years, and at the last min. they all change thier minds!!! My emotions have been toyed and played with by people for years!!! Till now i have grinned and beared my pain!! But i just got news that one of my best friends girlfriend is pregnant! I love them both dearly, but for the life of me i could not even muster a congradulations!! I need to know Honestly!! Am i an ass??for not just faking it again?? Someone PLEASE TELL ME!!
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