Ok, so this might be a long post, but I need help. I had a friend who was my best friend for 3 years. It was a very toxic friendship though, and not good for my mental health. He would put me down and verbally abuse me, then appologize and I'd forgive him. I truly feel like the "brain washed" me to make me feel like I am a bad person. 1 month ago, we got in a big argument, and I said some mean things. he called me "crazy" and "unstable" and said he hated me and never wanted to talk to me again. Not to make excuses, but with BPD I do and say CRAZY stuff when I am in that state of mind. well, I havent talked to him in a month. I talked to a few close friends and out of anger called him and asshole. That was 1 month ago, but I got text messages from him today saying this:"act like u didn't do it, pretend you're sorry, just have fun fucking up whatever you have now." "fuck off in the worst possible way. I don't even want to hear your name again you two-faced pathalogical liar." There were more, all very mean. I feel awful, but I really didn't do anything. He has hurt me so many times, but I feel like the bad person. what do I do?
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