Your not alone, alot of us here understand those feelings

I know how you feel. You just want to know that you are loved back. And you want to feel it in their hugs and kisses as well...

got you on that one, but, shit, at least you have someone consitant to go to bed next to every night... lol, i crawl fm. house to house looking for that... but know you're not alone here. we've gotcha... i know it isn't enough sometimes...

I can relate to what your saying and i understand that this need can be so strong sometimes that it becomes overwhelming.
The need for Inner Peace seems apparant in many people who are Depressed.
Always here if you would like to talk when you feel overwhelmed!!!

I'm going to start out kind of technical,but please hold on,there is more!First,are you on any antidepressant?From your self description, it sounds like you either are not,or just have not found the right one,which is very often the case.Those meds can only help correct the biological part of your depression--but after such a huge weight as that is lifted,you will be much better able to deal with all the emotional issues that demonize you each day.
Have you tried talking to your boyfriend/husband, about your need for love and affection,which he is currently not fillling?Did he ever fill it,and if so, why do you think there's been a change?Are you concerned he has stopped loving you?--I have VERY often believed this of my boyfriend, most often when I'm in the worst phases of my depression!I get convinced he wants or has found someone else...yet it's never been true.Depression makes it hard to trust ourselves and impairs our own judgment, thus making it even harder to trust others,as we loathe ourselves so,and wonder why anyone would love or want us...I suggest you see a counselor,if you aren't currently--and that you perhaps write down all your concerns and show them to your husband...I have done this with my boyfriend, and while he doesn't like it, he WILL tell me which of my fears are rooted in reality,and which I am completely imagining...It helps him to understand my depression better,too...It sounds like you and your boyfriend/husband need clearer and more compassionate communication...
And,again,since you are low on energy,haunted by your thoughts, there are SO many meds that can help!And,from there,it is so much easier to tackle the other,psychological issues.Best of luck to you sweetie...and please hold on!(Stay on D.S. too--you'll find so many,like me, who can relate to your fears and problems.)

Have you told him what you feel and what you need? This could show you allot...

Kaitrin's advice is very good... look at getting some medication to help ease teh burden.

Becoming comfortable with being alone is essential to having good mental health. It's definitely unpleasant at first, but it is something that anyone can learn to tolerate.

Solitary confinement is a feared punishment because so few have learned to be comfortable with being alone.