I am new to this chat thing - so please be patient. I feel so damn alone. All I want is for my man to hold me. To tell me that he loves me but apparently that is too much to ask for. My life has been spent chasing that need. Even my parents could not find the time to love me. I am 39 and lonelier than I have ever been in my life. My days are now filled with this overwhelming desire to numb this ache. It takes all my energy to crawl out of bed every day. I hate the thoughts that crowd my head.
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