I've never felt so alone in my life. After moving to SC, with my fiance(at least I think he still is...), he just left one night after work to take a job in NY. He left all his stuff and sent two texts claiming to love me and to be taking the job "for us". I haven't heard from him since. I haven't ate or slept in a week. What makes matters worse is that my birthday is sunday and he knew how important it was, to me, to have someone spend that day with me. I feel like no one loves me or cares. I can't stand the pain anymore.
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